I thought of passing this night but I realized, once I deliberately or intentionally started to miss one blogging night, it may mean 2012: the dreadful end. I think I already missed a day or two and I don't want to have a bad start, knowing that I'm a self-confessed procrastinator. I don't wanna fail just yet. So far I've been enjoying my hours just writing for myself and, if there are, for my readers as well..
Anyway, I've been texting few of my friends about our grade in one of our classes. Honestly, I personally, I don't want to generalize, expected to get a grade higher than what we have on schoolbliz. I really thought we submitted something more than what is expected of our final requirement. But, as how my friend puts it, we really don't have to waste our time crying over spilled milk. Probably his ideology is very applicable for us given this scenario. I will second his emotion: what's proper for us now is to act. There's nothing wrong to ask how things turned out to be. It pays to ask. But always bear in mind to still be respectful towards the elderly and always be professional.
Anne Margaret Maño, or B, or anak, as I usually call her, had a big problem, same as mine, regarding some of her grades. I told her to just blog, same too as what I'm doing at the moment, but she replied through text, "haha..d qo feel mgblog. next time namu :p" Not only did I realize that she might be very busy with something else, but also, she spoke, or texted, in Kapampangan, that is so unlikely of her. Well, that isn't an issue for anyone to ponder but I just found it rather peculiar of her to speak in the dialect. Peace B! :)) Also, since she didn't succumb to what I recommended her to do, which was to blog, she ate the feeling out. Yeah right. Kumain nalang siya since hindi pa daw siya nagdinner. Then I told her, "Yup. Kumain ka na lang."
I know for a fact, which is also according to my Psychology professor, (my angal?) people have this instinct of befriending food in times of depression, or any feeling close to it. My professor said, this particular reaction can be rooted from our childhood. When we were young, in situations that we feel sad or alone, our parents often gave us food to make us feel better. Parang may something sa food that makes us react positively. Science has it that there are quite a number of food with serotonin, if I'm not mistaken, which are mood-boosters, such us banana and chocolates. Pero kasi minsan, we don't need to know if such substance is present there. Bigla nalang umaayos pakiramdam mo after you ate it, kahit hindi yan saging o tsokolate. Before, back in HS, I usually bring a pack of cream-O with me, and I eat it with a specially concocted melon juice that can be bought in the APS-JDN canteen of HAU. I usually go there and consume all those before my Analytical Geometry class. Pamatay talaga ang math. I usually go there with my buddy, Crisel Blenda Bautista: my bal, which was HAU's Fictionist of the Year two years ago. Lawen mu na bal, I'm so proud of you. :)) Haha
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I remembered a funny experience with Crisel, though every single day-out with her was funny. We were eating sylvañas and the other black one (I forgot what's it called), because we like to eat, and that's what consumes our whole day when we're together, including Dette Cabrera and Joshua Tan, whooh 2d4th rocks! Crisel was like, "dapat ang bawat kagat ay puno ng pagmamahal." I really didn't get her point that time then I said, "Bakit pa? E puto lang naman yan!!" The moment she heard that, she laughed so hard, really really hard. Since she was laughing, I also laughed. I don't want her to look mad in the middle of the mall. Haha But to begin with, I never thought, that the line I said, and how I said it would be that funny.. Funny ku pala. :)) Oh well, I miss the times with trisomy21, oona, and porch.
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Why back on track? Not only was I able to blog again, but also, I was able to be back on track on my frustrated musical career. I was able to tune my guitar Bard, which has been unused for months now, thanks to the software I downloaded which is called PitchPerfect Musical Instrument.
And I would like to thank my cousin Say Madera and my younger sister Lyn Marimla. They were the ones who requested me to blog. Actually, they're using some of the lines here in my blog as their statuses on FB. How sweet is that? NEVER.. Haha
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Asar.. Wala pakong column. Patawad nman. T.T
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